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水曜日, 7月 15, 2009
& it was everlasting love at 7:26 午後

reblogged from mikkijsmith@tumblr.
こうやって、あたしもほしい。。。


i wish i had the whole day to just stare at tumblr.
although its pretty time wasting.
but it gives me a chance to escape from reality, doesnt it?

all i wanna do is just to get out of this crap,
please.


自分で苦痛を隠すのが上手だと思う。。
誰も気付かなかった。
帰ったら、元気になれると思った。
全く間違った。
いま安心の感じがぜんぜんない。

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ole songs ole songs loveeeeeeeeeeee!

& it was everlasting love at 4:22 午前

dined out with ahgeng mummy & yuewen yesterday night at 18chefs,
talked about random stuff again.
and i wonder what was that feeling i had.

i don't know why my heart felt so warm yet cold when we spoke about it ):




hmmm. anticipation!
in less than two months,
4th september! :D

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The best reason for having dreams is that in dreams no reasons are necessary.
火曜日, 7月 14, 2009
& it was everlasting love at 1:03 午前

sat in dad's car on the way home,
looked around,
realised.

everyone has something they work so hard to strive for.
do i have that?
maybe i do,
just that i haven't found out what it is.



disney applications, etc.
and thats just the least of matters! ):
tons of important dates next week!
omg*

SAVE ME! /: /:

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月曜日, 7月 13, 2009
& it was everlasting love at 11:50 午前

"you are the reason i can smile when everything is wrong"
- blogsecret




いまからどうするとおもった。
これはあんしんのかんじかな?
じぶんもわかない。

でもくるしいね。

oh this is bad.
ever since i "moved back" into my room,
i've been falling asleep while doing my work,
leaving my laptop on the whole night!

zzzz!

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music sanity.
日曜日, 7月 12, 2009
& it was everlasting love at 12:33 午前

after all the angst, part of this post has been cut (:


jono might be coming back to SIN on 21st/23rd august, he's leaving for japan on 7/sept i think.
can't wait for him to be back (:
the last 2 weeks we can meet up before he flies off to japan and me to disney!

friday was out with yakai & yuheng!
haha and although i spent most of the night listening to army lingo,
it was great having to be in their company again (:
listened to their stories haha :D
and i was pretty surprised and happy to know the little things they still remember :D
love!

saturday was supposed to be out with the peeps at sentosa but i slept and woke up late.
planned to meet them for dinner, but bcos of mum and blahblanaggingblah i had to head to uncle's house for dinner instead! ):
misses!

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(: my queen*
水曜日, 7月 08, 2009
& it was everlasting love at 12:46 午前

yes,
the phrase i've been telling myself often when things go wrong;
everything happens for a reason.

ms goh mentioned it in apel today (:
& i'm gonna miss her apel classes.. ):



bus17-ed with ho, walked home after (:
took th stairs up to my house again (:
did a little cleaning, changed my quilt and bedsheets :D

i feel so happy heh :D
but think i've been eating too much in my room /:
somehow it smells of food /:

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hm!
月曜日, 7月 06, 2009
& it was everlasting love at 6:23 午後

so many things happened through the week.
and i learnt that knowing the answer might sometimes be better than
ignorance is bliss.
or maybe it was just cos of the projects which were making me lose my mind,
but ironically also keeping me sane with the company i had (:

tuesday night,
kbox with peeps! finalllyyy sang to our hearts content.
they stayed over that night! (:


friday night,
the others left earlier,
me and thad stayed in tp till about 12+mn and i had a lift from her dad&bro (:
reached home and had msn discussions abt prjts.
and the funniest thing was..

2.50am
thad: i nap for 20mins now
me: LOL OMGZ.
hahaha teddy
do u need me to call u up
thad: 5 mins gone just now
nvm i set 3 alarms to wake me 20 mins later
hahahaha k
ciao
me: LOLLL kk
3.50am
me: TEDYYYYY!
MORE THAN 20mins alr HAHAHA
*no reply*

(:
i love my prjtmates! :D
they make prjts seem less tiring than it really is.

saturday,
DHL seemed endless becos i was so tired from that mere 2.5hours of sleep ):
had to stop myself from snoozing /:
other than that, it wasn't very bad :D
had fun talking about "blazers", "spoilers" and applause with my seat-neighbours, andy phua and yuewen! (:
late afternoon, reached home and just slept the entire evening away :D

sunday,
headed to tampines to meet up with ahbu&rat for ikea in the evening; ahgeng joined us a lil after!
met adrianna's family while at tamp1 and had a chat with them! :D :D
the rest need not have any elaborations (:
ate a lot (:
bought my stuff and dad gave us a lift home; ahgeng&ahbu stayed over for the night!

today was "observe-day" /:
- it might be obvious, yet it may be so subtle.

hah.
4group projects, 3down, 1more to go!

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yes
月曜日, 6月 29, 2009
& it was everlasting love at 10:39 午前

Heaven. Hell. Limbo. No-one even knows where we're going. Or what's waiting for us when we get there. But the one thing we can say, with absolute certainty, is that there are moments that take us to another place. Moments of Heaven on Earth. And maybe for now, that's all we need to know.
- Denny, Grey's Anatomy S5 "stairway to heaven"

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will history repeat itself?

& it was everlasting love at 2:37 午前

been addicted to tumblr.



-
creampuff


The thing people forget is how good it can feel when you finally set secrets free. Whether good or bad, at least they’re out in the open. And once your secrets are out in the open, you don’t have to hide behind them anymore. The problem with secrets is even when you think you’re in control, you’re not.
- Grey’s Anatomy

secret's out of the bag;
it feels so much better.

and i thought i decided what's up next,
but now i'm not so sure again after all.

--

missing Melbourne city ):

i remember the day i got to Sydney,
i thought to myself "hey i think i could enjoy living here!"
but after one day of getting from the hotel to the city, and within the city,
i thought "okay this place is pretty small and kind of not my type".

i miss Melbourne.
i miss the grid layout of Melbourne city.
i miss the trams.
i miss the buses.
i quite liked the university & the cafe opposite the medical building.

sighhhh.


city circle tram running through the city, & its free! :D

one of the levels of the commerce building, University of Melbourne!
dark, but i still quite like the picture (:


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